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Nothing Comes For You
02:31
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pushing past a tear to a scream
pushing past a scream to a fist
turning to my hands to myself
why is it always like this
never ever caring how
never even going to need
to know what else to do
when all I know is to bleed
one day soon, nothing comes for you
nothing drinks our blood
and nothing takes us home
I wish that I could slice out my heart
but not so I can give it away
only to hide it in a secret place
to keep everyone else safe
one day soon, nothing comes for you
nothing drinks our blood
and nothing takes us home
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Oh God Oh Fuck
03:30
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Poetry will fail me, but it's only cuz I can't figure out
or choose from millions of voices all screaming too loud
and sometimes I wish I could do anything without taking it as far as it will possibly go
to the extreme, to the extreme
No escape, I can't stop it, Its forever, never ok
it's a curse or my heart is haunted, or it's just like this
my whole life
and all the while I can't change
when the same things that tear me apart
are the parts of myself that I hold the closest
the passion the freak the freedom and speed
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silence comes down
caressing our legs
for once in my life
I can just stay right here
and not have to scream or hurt
and not have get up and work
I don't have drown in the guilt
I can just lay right here
you don't have to take my hand
you don't have to ask where I was
we don't need to live outside of
the silence that we made for ourselves
I don't care who you pretended to be
its not like I need you to die for me
I just want lay for a while
in the silence that we made for ourselves
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cross my heart and hope to die, limozine on fire, kiss me goodnight
(Rob Apollo)
Pretty flowers
Force fed like shitty hours
Heart of gold but it’s bloody bloody
So my heartthrob feel pretty coward
Love the love but not as much
As I love the burns, chirping birds
Sing sad songs my flirtin words is a call for help, heart is felt
Heaven sent because heaven stealth
I’m fakin god until hellish melts
Still love mateeeriaal rope her up with a polo belt
Tie a noose like tyin shoes
My friends dyin like everyday
Suicide Normalize small blood from smaller blades
Small people with larger brains
Why lie with none to gain
Nostalgic bout the paiiin
I think I miss the eleventh grade
But I only miss the feelin of a feelin I been fuckin numb
I fuckin cum instead of eating pills
Search for fill without eating meals
Nah, I wanna do like that
My crew like that, my boo like that
Move forward then move right back
Grab a fifth then slew it back
She love me fully I love her pussy
I don’t think I really know the difference
We both just tryna fill a hole without feeling cryptic
(Real Dom)
escaping to nostalgia wont make it okay
when they bleed us dry with each passing day
we're no use for them dead, but they hate that we're alive
and if just out of spite, we will survive
the cruelty of life seems to know no bounds
and the powerful few let loose the hounds
and heartless men all sharpen their knives
and if just out of spite, we will survive.
(Rob Apollo)
Fell in love with a girl from Chicago
Fell in love with a girl from Chicago
I’m cryin while I’m lookin at trivago
I’m dyin tryna find where my mind go
Mind goooooo
*echo* yeaaaaaaaa
I miss the lips
Wanna grab them hips
Lemme see you strip
Piercings on nips
Mitch my blonde tips
Her jeans so ripped
Quick get unzipped
Then ugh
They don’t really move like us
Nah baby they don’t really move like us
Shawty really like me that’s why she wanna she fight me
She fear attachment chick just like me
We is all the saaamee
yea we all the same buncha
Broken people in this simulation why you playin games
When we play the same
Fuckin good to forget the strain
This rope bunny not layin tame
Pull her hair like I’m pullin fangs
Then feed the feelin with a plate of pain
Tie me up like a fuckin noose
I wanna die when im fuckin you
Living fast hope I miss the crash
Pissin cash, livin in the past
I miss my ex I miss the sex
It’s a late night hope I missed her text
I might make mistake and try to fuck again
Convuluted cause I’m so depressed
Arrogant and I’m insecure my real voice is been runnin dry
Think Truth hurts cause i know the lies
Cross my heart and hope to die
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been bitten intro
01:03
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I am ugly with no reason with no reason
no one needs to know no one needs to know
sinew, injury, midnight, midnight
watching all the shapes on the water's edge
sinew, injury, midnight, midnight
nobody told me I was already dead
swimming in it, swimming in it
the whole way home we were swimming in it
I remembered at the moment where the
dimness thinned and I let the wickedness in
dis-ar-disarticulation
pulled apart piece by piece
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7. |
Maybe Maybe
02:32
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it's all so easy, to fall completely
it doesnt take much to make me wanna tear out my guts
it's all so special it's the reason i'm alive
it doesn't have to kill us it's so easy to survive
and every times I fall in love it's the only time it's ever been like this like this like this
maybe maybe I rip out my heart too soon, but if I'm not constantly feeling everything I don't know what to do
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reverse beauty
02:47
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maybe i'll chop off my hands
so when my fingers slip into yours
my other hand wont immediately begin
to dig and dig and dig and dig my own grave
some times I wish that my wounds will never heal
but I don't wish that today
yeah I just want someone to tell me that I'm beautiful
I just wanna be beautiful
feelin frantic feelin sad
feelin wild feelin bad
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Paralysis
01:49
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Para-para-paralysis
smother everything
nothing nothing between
the stabbing and the sting
what what are we doing, I'm pulled apart
from every, every direction
we don't know where to start
Fake all your fears to hide what's real
when all the jokes are secretly how I feel
but here they've collapsed and I've had enough
and so with no smile we laugh laugh laugh it up
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So quickly I am accustomed to your touch
So quickly I forget how to be alone
Soon I’ll realize I will never be enough
So soon we’ll burn down our own home
Every night I never fall asleep
I lie awake and disappoint myself
Every night I make a promise I can’t keep
I lie awake and make my own hell
Everything good that I have
I will never deserve
I will throw it all away
I will make my own life worse
I can do this I can do this I can ruin my life all on my own
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11. |
Jumped In The River
02:35
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these days the restlessness comes fast, waiting to see if it lasts
and grinds me up and, scatters me to the wind
and leave what we had in the past
hoping to escape, before the fear comes and takes
what little we have, what little we managed to
come together to make
here comes that voice again
asking what have I done what have I done
I jumped in the river to see where it ends
and what have I done what have I done
I'm sorry I fell in love I'm sorry it was with you
I'm sorry it's just I don't know what else to do
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12. |
So Much Left
05:30
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cut my hair in the reflection in a window of a car
throw it in a dumpster and wonder where you are
pump the gas and drink a red bull just for fun
slam the can and know deep down,
there's nowhere to run
regret can come from so many places
it's hard to really know where
lifting all these weights won't make me
strong enough to care
so much left to see and feel and so much left
to do
so many ways that I could fuck this up and
end up hurting you
we make it up when we forget the words
to the song
and sing it like that's the way we meant
it all along
it's never been planned it's always been
all wrong
the list of my failures and disappointments
is one thousand miles long
but still try as I might there is nothing else
I can find
to sort out all made up reasons living
behind the desire
to smash myself until I am just a pile of dust
there's other ways besides self destruction
that aren't quite so obvious
we can find our ways to become oblivion, oblivion
it's inevitable it's inevitable, but my total collapse will
at least be sung
and I as I crumble beneath my own life
my exhaustion will take me I wont put up a fight
but even still it wont be despair
that takes my breath when there's still some to share
singing whoa whoa whoa so much left to do
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Real Dominic Iowa
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